vrijdag 19 maart 2010
hey all i didn't blog
because i was living and enjoying my live..
but today i heard some realy bad news..
my friend stoped by.. and when i open the door i saw it in here eeyes it wasn't good..
5 years ago we meet in a hospital and we clickt she lived near and we became friends..
good friends because we have a simmaler condition and we talk about evreything the pain the medicine the treatments.. but also about live and the things we want to do..
1 year ago it did not go whell with me and whe were scarred real scarred and she was always near.. here condition was good..
and now, now is mine condition is pretty good
but she she is given up.. not years but only months she have too live..
evry thing in her body is shotting down and pain is more than you can imagene..
we did not cry only give a hug and sit next to eachother for 1 our..
i can not rapp my head around it..
i lost a lot of people to death even my own daughter.. i know the world is not a fare place.. but this this news is making me feel like a zombie..
i know living youre best is the way too life.. but sometimes we need a break!!!!